top of page
Search


3:39 pm
Nine years ago, I was a mom of a 19 year old, an 18 year old, a 15 year old and a 12 year old. My husband commuted to a job 90 minutes...
Esther Goetz
Feb 12, 20211 min read
1 view
0 comments


Once Upon A Time, There Was a Woman Who Was Sad
Once upon a time, there was a woman who was sad. About a year ago, she was skipping along, busy as a bee, marching to the beat of getting...
Esther Goetz
Jan 29, 20213 min read
1 view
0 comments


I Can't Stop Staring at My Tree
I CAN'T STOP STARING AT MY TREE. For the first time ever in the history of my "very-organized-and-get-it-all-put-away" self, I decided...
Esther Goetz
Jan 11, 20211 min read
0 views
0 comments


The Blessing
Earlier this week, I was cleaning up holiday stuff and my body was showing all those tell-tale symptoms of anxiety. SHAKY. RACING MIND....
Esther Goetz
Jan 10, 20212 min read
0 views
0 comments


Smack Dab in the Middle of the News
Smack dab in the middle of the mayhem of the news yesterday, I received a text from my daughter about her car not starting. She was very...
Esther Goetz
Jan 7, 20211 min read
1 view
0 comments


The Last 10 Days
This picture sums up the last 10 days in all its family holiday glory. empty lint roller candles Christmas stockings almond butter...
Esther Goetz
Jan 1, 20211 min read
3 views
0 comments


Not My Favorite Tree
It was not my favorite tree by a long shot. It was tall and skinny and not very full. But we cut it down and put it on top of our car....
Esther Goetz
Dec 25, 20201 min read
1 view
0 comments


Mrs. Claus and Covid
This is me in all my weird glory yesterday morning. Fighting for what I love to do. Love on people in person. Fighting for who I love to...
Esther Goetz
Dec 11, 20201 min read
1 view
0 comments


19 Weeks
19 weeks. The time between our clocks “falling back” to “springing ahead.” 19 weeks. DARKNESS comes earlier and there is almost a...
Esther Goetz
Nov 1, 20202 min read
6 views
0 comments


Three Life-Changing Words
This season of our marriage has been down-right hard. The stress of half-empty-nesting, the pandemic and job insecurity is taking its...
Esther Goetz
Oct 30, 20201 min read
1 view
0 comments


Am I a Failure?
“What do you want to be when you grow up?” a question I was asked as a child over and over again. Even now, I find myself again in the...
Esther Goetz
Oct 28, 20202 min read
2 views
0 comments


To-Do or Ta-Da
17,000,000. The number of apps to manage to-do lists. TOP priority. Get ‘er done. The feeling of accomplishment. Promised peace at the...
Esther Goetz
Oct 23, 20202 min read
0 views
0 comments


Love is Still Winning
It can feel like HATE is winning. Fear creeps into our skin and buries deep within us, tearing our souls in shreds. Despair tangles her...
Esther Goetz
Oct 23, 20202 min read
0 views
0 comments


I Just Had to Pee
3:30 am “Are you doing okay?” my husband asks. “It seems like you are having a hard time sleeping.” “I just had to pee,” I respond....
Esther Goetz
Oct 20, 20202 min read
0 views
0 comments


This Marriage of Ours
THIS HUSBAND OF MINE... A man who with impeccable integrity. A man who wants to be liked by all. A man who gives his all until the end. A...
Esther Goetz
Oct 8, 20201 min read
1 view
0 comments


Blew It!
Blew it. Gave the driver in the next car a dirty look. Blew it again. Hung up the phone on your cable company's customer service. Blew it...
Esther Goetz
Oct 2, 20201 min read
2 views
0 comments


E Pluribis Unum
My Dear Fellow-Americans, I know you are hurting because I am too. It's all just NOT right. The people who are supposed to lead us...
Esther Goetz
Sep 30, 20201 min read
0 views
0 comments


The Myth of Scarcity
It’s happening again. I'm tripping over them. I'm listening to them crackle down from the trees. Acorns are falling. Everywhere. I...
Esther Goetz
Sep 26, 20202 min read
1 view
0 comments


Does It Matter?
It’s easy to spiral into hopelessness when checking out the news or social media. Covid. Politics. Shootings. Sex-trafficking. Addiction....
Esther Goetz
Sep 24, 20202 min read
0 views
0 comments


No Five-Year Plan
There's no five-year plan right now. There's hardly a five-day plan. I'm the queen of plans. To-do-lists. Schedules. Goals. I'm used to...
Esther Goetz
Sep 8, 20201 min read
1 view
0 comments
bottom of page