There's no five-year plan right now.
There's hardly a five-day plan.
I'm the queen of plans.
To-do-lists. Schedules. Goals.
I'm used to being completely sure of all my next steps.
Now, I'm confused. Unsure. Plowing ahead. Doubtful. Going around and around in my head. Wondering.
Forced to live in the moment, the present, the next five minutes.
Needing God's wisdom and grace as I navigate what it means to
...have freedom for myself, yet thoughtfulness for others
...have confidence in my decisions, yet unwavering grace for those who make different ones
...live in the unknown, yet trust I am held by the One who knows me
...ONLY be able to do the very "NEXT right thing in LOVE."
Maybe that's been the point all along.