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Is it our job to make God happy?
Perhaps it’s not our job to make God happy. We’ve tried every which way. Obeying our parents (except when we didn’t). Being a good spouse...
Esther Goetz
Jan 23, 20222 min read
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Prayer is Weird
Prayer is weird. It's one of those things that every person has an opinion about. And for some people, they are strong ones. What it is....
Esther Goetz
Jan 16, 20222 min read
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That feeling has been rising up within me...
That feeling has been rising up within me. The pressure to do better, be better... STRIVE. FIX. MAKE.IT.HAPPEN. It happens to me every...
Esther Goetz
Jan 9, 20222 min read
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The Big Reveal and What it Might mean for You
They say that confession is good for the soul. I'm not sure who "they" is, but when I speak a thing out loud, even if it's scary and...
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Jan 2, 20222 min read
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How To Choose Your Word of the Year
When I was a young girl, I had the New Year’s resolution every year of reading through the Bible. On January 1, I would read 40 chapters...
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Dec 30, 20214 min read
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The Largest Candle of All
I will light my very last candle this morning. The largest one of all. The Christ Candle. The time has come. I’m very glad to do it. Just...
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Dec 24, 20212 min read
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LONG. SLOW. DEEP.
Breathe. Just breathe. Long. Slow. Deep. Breathe. Words said to me over and over again with every single contraction I had as I labored...
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Dec 19, 20212 min read
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Long. Slow. Deep.
Breathe. Just breathe. Long. Slow. Deep. Breathe. Words said to me over and over again with every single contraction I had as I labored...
Esther Goetz
Dec 18, 20212 min read
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KITCHENS AND THE HOWL OF THE NOT-YET
The past several months have been marked by much suffering. The pain can be overwhelming. Substance abuse by those we love. Every kind of...
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Dec 12, 20212 min read
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ALL WE ARE SAYING IS...
GIVE PEACE A CHANCE. The mantra sung and chanted and begged for in 1969. 1969. War rages and protests break out all over. Charles Manson...
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Dec 5, 20212 min read
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I LIT A CANDLE THIS MORNING
I lit a candle this morning. For the first time. Not just any candle. The candle of Hope on this first day, this first Sunday of Advent....
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Nov 28, 20212 min read
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Death (my fear of it...and some hope)
Halloween is strange. Skeletons decorate lawns. Fear is prime real estate in the "fun to do." The "shadows" come out to play. Death is...
Esther Goetz
Oct 31, 20212 min read
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Waiting on the Porch with Strangers
I picked up some barbecue from a local restaurant this past week. It’s a hole-in-the-wall that opens at 11 am and usually sells out by 2...
Esther Goetz
Oct 24, 20213 min read
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I Have a Frenemy. Her Name is Anger.
I have a frenemy. Her name is Anger. SHE POPS IN OFTEN I’m just going about my very average day and WHAM, there she is. It doesn’t take...
Esther Goetz
Sep 12, 20212 min read
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11 Questions
My nighttime prayers were once filled with berating myself for the day past. Making sure I got all my ducks in a row before the Almighty....
Esther Goetz
Jul 18, 20214 min read
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What We All Fear
What we all fear? JUDGMENT. What we all do at times? JUDGE. I walked into the grocery store for the first time today since our mask...
Esther Goetz
Jun 3, 20211 min read
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Ordinary Days
There once was a woman who DID NOT like ordinary days. She wanted hoopla and fanfare. Bluster and rah-rah. Ordinary meant colorless and...
Esther Goetz
Mar 2, 20212 min read
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I'm Late for Lent
I'm late for Lent. But somehow I don't feel like I am. It feels like it's been Lent for a year. All the sacrifices. All the not having....
Esther Goetz
Feb 21, 20212 min read
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Those Letters We Penned
We forgot about those letters we penned to each other on a marriage retreat. A whole year ago. But here they were, two envelopes in our...
Esther Goetz
Feb 14, 20213 min read
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KFC Here We Come
I just finished officiating a wedding over Zoom. It was a second-chance wedding. One that spoke to redemption and hope. One that said,...
Esther Goetz
Feb 14, 20211 min read
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