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The Tale of Three Marriages
I've had three marriages so far. [Don't freak out just yet. Read until the end.] My first marriage was characterized by HIDING. It lasted...
Esther Goetz
May 17, 20224 min read


Twisty Windy Faith
The journey of faith is a strange one. I thought it would be a straight and definitive path to the known. Do this and this and I will...
Esther Goetz
May 15, 20222 min read


Fighting the Mean Monster of Anxiety
Being in a battle with the mean monster of anxiety can be paralyzing. Like stand-there-and stare paralyzing. Like I-need-to-lay-down...
Esther Goetz
May 6, 20223 min read


Saving My Life?
If you invited me over for tea and you asked me what's killing me right now, I would have a litany of answers for you. They range from...
Esther Goetz
Apr 30, 20223 min read


Church?
It finally happened after two long years. My husband and I darkened the door of a church for Easter Sunday. We were away for the weekend...
Esther Goetz
Apr 24, 20223 min read


Church?
It finally happened after two long years. My husband and I darkened the door of a church for Easter Sunday. We were away for the weekend...
Esther Goetz
Apr 24, 20223 min read


It Starts in the Dark
Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from...
Esther Goetz
Apr 17, 20223 min read


Caught
JUSTICE! They announce. As they pull me from the bed of man violating me for the third time. JUSTICE! They demand. As they drag me into...
Esther Goetz
Apr 3, 20222 min read


A Sight for Sore Eyes
"Yes," I reply even though my heart is shattering. "I'll get that for you and you can be on your way." I watch my son pack his bags on...
Esther Goetz
Mar 27, 20223 min read


God of the Thirsty
[please don’t forget ME] Don’t forget that I was alone coming to get water. No friends to chatter with. No family to help me. Which was...
Esther Goetz
Mar 20, 20222 min read


Thin Places
trans·fig·ure /ˌtran(t)sˈfiɡ(y)ər/ verb transform into something more beautiful. This past week marked my oldest’s birthday. I did what...
Esther Goetz
Mar 13, 20222 min read


God of Caves and Accusers
As I emerge from the cool river, I perceive what sounds like thunder. But as I listen more closely, I hear it. A Voice. A Voice I've...
Esther Goetz
Mar 6, 20222 min read


Daty myru shans!
Okay. I'm saying it out loud. Ukraine. Violence. War. Power. Greed. Until recently, I was all about how Jesus will come on a WAR HORSE at...
Esther Goetz
Feb 26, 20223 min read


What am I to give myself?
So what is a girl to give herself for her birthday? Especially a mid-life girl. One who has messed up and fessed up and who is still...
Esther Goetz
Feb 20, 20222 min read


The Gift
(Welcome to my guest blogger, my daughter, Sarah Elizabeth Meassick) February 18 is the birthday of Esther Joy Goetz. Throughout her...
Esther Goetz
Feb 16, 20223 min read


Stolen Kisses and Sticky Notes
Dear Younger Us on our first Valentines Day, We see you in the store picking out just the right card that says the exact words to express...
Esther Goetz
Feb 12, 20222 min read


Uncomfortable? Yes. Awful? No.
I’ve been told all my life to preach the gospel. Live the gospel. BE the gospel. And lately, I'm having lots of not-so-light...
Esther Goetz
Feb 5, 20222 min read


24/6 - Making Room for Rest
Driven. Workaholic. Adrenaline junkie. Type A. 24/7. Savior of the world (or at least my world). All of these and more. That was me....
Esther Goetz
Jan 30, 20224 min read


People Thought We Were Having an Affair
People thought we were having an affair as we sat at the community pool and laughed and hugged and engaged in some seemingly very serious...
Esther Goetz
Jan 28, 20223 min read


The Five Books That Changed My Life
The other night, I pulled out a very well-worn book that I keep going back and back to. I have a few of these in my life. These are the...
Esther Goetz
Jan 26, 20224 min read
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